The What I Carry Collection
Prayer books for quiet endurance — written for anyone carrying more than the world sees.
Books
Prayers for quiet endurance. Teaching for honest healing. Books for anyone who is still here.
Prayer books for quiet endurance — written for anyone carrying more than the world sees.
The What I Carry Collection
What I Carry in Silence
Prayers for Endurance in the Quiet Places of Life
The What I Carry Collection
Prayers for the one who shows up when no one is watching. For the mornings that feel heavier than they should. For the faith that has not left, even when it has stopped speaking. This is not a book of answers. It is a book of staying.
Written for anyone enduring quietly — in marriage, in grief, in waiting, in the space between prayer and silence — these are the words for when your own run out.
The What I Carry Collection
What I Pray When I Cannot Save You
Prayers for Loving Someone Through Addiction
The What I Carry Collection
For the one who loves someone they cannot fix. Who has watched someone they love choose the thing that is destroying them, and stayed anyway. Who has prayed the same prayer so many times it has worn smooth.
This book does not pretend the situation will resolve. It holds space for the unbearable love of watching someone disappear slowly — and the faith it takes to remain present when you cannot intervene.
The What I Carry Collection
What I Carry When Heaven Feels Quiet
Prayers for Those Who Believed and Still Wait
The What I Carry Collection
For the one who prayed and heard nothing. Who tithed and served and showed up and still watched the thing they feared most come true. For the faith that feels like a bruise — tender, present, and impossible to explain to anyone who has not felt it.
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The What I Carry Collection
What I Pray When I Cannot Heal You
Prayers for Those Loving Someone Through Illness
The What I Carry Collection
For the one sitting in the waiting room. Driving to appointments. Holding a hand that is getting thinner. For the love that shows up every day in the smallest acts — refilling prescriptions, adjusting pillows, pretending to be strong in the hallway before walking back in.
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Teaching books for the honest Christian — the one who loves God and is still in pain.
Still Limping
A Christian Guide to Navigating Betrayal, Church, Grief, and Spiritual Battles
The Healing Trilogy — Book One
What happens when healing does not look the way the church said it would? When you have done the Bible studies and said the prayers and shown up to every service, and you are still limping? This book is for the honest Christian — the one who loves God and is still in pain.
Part teaching, part testimony, part permission slip to stop pretending — Still Limping covers betrayal, church wounds, grief that does not resolve, and spiritual battles that no one prepared you for.
Coming 2026
When Healing Comes in Pieces
A Journey for Those Healing Quietly, Slowly, and Bravely
The Healing Trilogy — Book Two
Healing is not always a moment. Sometimes it is a slow accumulation — a sentence that lands differently, a morning that feels lighter than the last, a boundary held for the first time. This book honors the middle of the process, where most of us actually live.
Coming 2027
Redeemed, Restored, and Ready
Becoming Who God Intended All Along
The Healing Trilogy — Book Three
The final book in the trilogy. For the one who made it through — not unscarred, but unbroken. Not the person they were before, but someone braver. This is the book about becoming who God intended all along, through the very things that tried to destroy you.
Coming 2027